rainbowparaprincess

Okay so its been a while since I have been able to write a journal entry. School Started up and life got a bit crazy, But yesterday I met the cutest girl who is absolutely amazing. As for my former heart break crush she is me best friend so I guess everything has worked out so far.

Hey so today I confessed my feelings for an amazing person who I fell for. Essentially I am not the key to her lock although she said I helped her to figure out more about the type of person she does love. I guess helping her with something is a silver lining.  Looking back now I was stupid as hell I should have just been content with having the best friendship of my life but instead I hoped for more, something deeper than a best friend and I don't know why I was so foolish.  So today was another lesson. I don't like heartbreak (then again I don't think that anybody does). I don't exactly have a friend to talk to about it either because the f

Oh the woes of this gay girl, there is always the problem of femme invisibility, feeling forever alone, and straight girl crushes! What is a girl to do? My answer....Write about it! It is what always helps me! Writing and journaling has always worked to make me feel better and explore a situation although the problem with my private diary on pen and paper is that it is only me myself and I in the conversation although this is good for somethings others not so much. A good friend brought up to me that putting my diary online could help resolve some of the problems (or at the very least possibly attain useful advice, friends and a comfortable p